7:00 am

I had another dream about you

and I really thought we were through

but you keep coming back in the night

sending me visions alight

and I’ve been trying to forget you

never looked at your picture,

never intended to call,

but in the early morning you come back

and I’m reliving it all

it’s hard to admit I wanted you so badly

but we couldn’t agree on what we wanted

so I begin to accept that things happen as intended

the universe shifts

and it hurts to even love you from afar

so I’ll learn to let your memory drift

till it’s nothing but a passing thought

a shooting star

by: R.J.

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Two sides

You know I love to be adored

but I can idolize you right back

i’ll stand at your feet,

be where ever you want to meet

but i can be mean too

harsh and blunt

forget you like we never even touched

by: R.J

A wedding

Marriage proposal at the club

another night for a nice girl

that’s marriage material

but if nice guys finish last

nice girls never start

they’re in their ivory towers

waiting for a prince to come

yet he’s always too late

by: r.j.

Thoughts

Another night at the club

another night without you

im so bored of this world

the violence and the fears

the darkness digs in deeper

yet all I can see is what’s lacking within me

i think I love the idea of you more than I love the actual man

but you’re so far away

I can’t see straight

can’t see if I’m missing out on something that could have been wonderful, great

by: r.j.

Without You

You’re the one I’m looking for

when I’m out at the club

kiss every man my fingertips touch

But none of them are you

theres a trace of you here and there

but you’re the one I want

you’re the light on the dance floor

the floor as it starts to shake

you’re the music and the beat

though how many crowds I turn over

i can never find you

by: R.J.

I swear

I think we could be together forever

in this crazy world for two

I can promise to love you for always

if you can say the same

we could stay together

through the sane and insane

the tides ebb and flow

and the world falls apart

in the night the stars align

and bring us all together as one

i want to walk alongside you

through the foggy air

deal with the ups and downs

I’m ready , I swear

by: r.j.

Accept

Happiness comes from acceptance

to let my control go

to know that I’m guided by a greater good

a greater God

brings peace to my soul

fighting the current

brings distress

floating with the breeze

brings ease

by: R.J.

Peace

I let you filter through my soul

I breathe in your existence

I don’t want to try to understand

To let it be is key

flow with the moment

flow with the ease

remind myself, there is life beyond you

my goals are far-reaching

im determined to be true

I won’t push you away

I won’t pull you in either

i’ll respect the moment before it’s gone

the beauty of the world

does not need my meddling

By: R.J.

Enough

I want to tell you I love you

I’m ready to make a promise

But you’re so cold

and I always end up crying

feeling crazy sad

you make me feel like you want me

like you care

but then you turn away quickly

without concern

I need to be free

of this empty future

you never promised for me

by: R.J.

Abyss

I know we’re going to be together

the fuzz of it all is the perfection

the never-beginning end

in the night I awake

wondering if my dreams are real or fake

if I’ll find you in the abyss

of the mess that this world is

I’m dramatic but I’m true

I can’t deny the love I have for you

by:R.J.